iLu

o8o7o7

2007-07-09T22:36:00.001+08:00

and suddenly, i don think i should post my new link here.
ask me for it if you want(:

o8o7o7

2007-07-09T01:17:00.001+08:00

shifted people!
rewindandreplay.livejournal.com(:

o1o7o7

2007-07-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

I may shift to livejournal.
MAYBE, MAYBE NOT.

28o6o7

2007-06-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

Tday marks our 3rd month tgt.
How time flies.
And what's amazing is the fact
that we dint quarrel.
(Look, for the previous two months,
we quarrelled on the 28th)

Work was v tiring these days.
Don't ask why.
Im just feeling alittle sick of this job.
But some regulars are really nice thou.

Headed town yesterday after work.
Like after so damn long. hah!
Had dinner at vallage with Edd.
I must say the system there
is quite unique but the food are damn ex.

Accompanied Edd to French Connection
to get his bday present size changed.
Headed to Fareast aftermath.
Look for his friend at his workplace
and i bought the present for jo.

By then, we were dead beat.
Therefore, we took a bus back to cini
instead of walking back.

It's 9pm now.
It's show time(:

Happy 3rd month(:

25o6o7

2007-06-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sunshine after rain.
Thanks people for everything.
Ok, perhaps i should emphasized.
Bing, Sharon, Shuyi and Tina.

Anyhooooos,
Back home early today.
Just finished watching the result
of the campus superstar two.
Somehow, i dont think it's really
just about 30% calls and 70% judges.

Laughs. None of my business anyway (:

Gonna be v free tomorrow.
Long day for boyfriend.
Therefore, im gonna do some
shopping with my LAOKWOK.
FYI, it's a new nick for her.
HER, implying, KWOK SHUYI.
HAHA!
i bet she is gonna skin me alive
upon reading this.

By now,
im feeling alittle tired.
Goodnight world(:

22o6o7

2007-06-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

Time for some emo shits.
Tell me these are dreams, bad ones
and that when i wakes up,
everything will be fine.

You have no idea how much
i tried to feel how i used to feel,
all the dont cares, and dont minds.

But upon realizing i cant do it,
Do you know how much pain
it had caused to me?
Do you know much strength
i had to take to support myself
from falling or breaking down?

You said you were sorry in one message,
and then in another one,
you showed your temper.
Look, just look what you've done.
Just like how you hate the way
i ignore you when im outside,
the way you think i dontcare about you,
you did that exact same thing to me.

Tell me, isn't it contradicting?
You know how it feels,
yet you are applying it on someone else,
and in this case, it's me.

I've got so much in me.
I tried to control my tears
but with the songs playing,
Tears weeped up my eyes.
Perhaps i need a puff
or a cold iced milo.

Enjoy yourself while
i cry myself to bed tonight.

18o6o7

2007-06-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

Bad news or good news?
Okie, basically i have both.

Bad news.
No more Tourism next month.
after much considerations,
i finally decided not to rush for july's.
Instead, i will choose Hotel again.
My first choice, the one i have interest in.

People may think,
I am so unprepared
or that im so indecisive.
Oh well, whatever you think.
For now im pretty certain.
By hook or by crook.
I am gonna frigging get my
ass into hotel course by April next year.

& i had told you people the good news.
Which is the fact that
i have finally make up my final decision.
Thanks so much to Edd,
who was there, giving me so many advices,
reminding me that i've plenty of time,
im still young,
not worth the risk and stuffs.

& not forgetting zisheng.
Haha! She knows wad she had done (:

Rah, enough of schooling shit.
Went to catch Fantasy 4 today.
Oh my god! Awesome show.
5 thumbs up, seriously.
Provided you find a good partner
to watch with you, perhaps.
Hah! Because i went to watch with Edd.

Dinnered and homesweethome.

16o6o7

2007-06-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

Finally, the weekends(:
Frankly, it makes no diff to me
normally but not this weekend.
Because today is saturday,
means tml is sunday,
means Edd is coming back!

Actually we had a quarrel just now.
It's mainly my fault, no deny.
but i wasnt on purpose, for sure.
I mean, why would i want to
impair our relationship?
Nevertheless, Sorry!

And tomorrow is Papa's day.
I have yet to buy anything.
For a moment he wants shoes,
Then he say he no clothes.
World Most Troublesome Dad!
I really wonders what he wants.

Oh my god!
I forgot totally about the fact
that im going to have my
long straight hair permed tml.
I know im taking a v big risk.
The outcome is straightcut.

It's either nice or not nice.
But it's okay people.
I can go straighten my hair
if the result is really unbearable.
Haha! Well-prepared huh?

and yes,
you are coming back.

15o6o7

2007-06-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

ah, my bill this mth is like $90plus.
I can just bang wall and die.
Dad screamed his lungs
the moment i stepped into the hse.
I should have record dad's scolding
and put it as my background music.
HAHA!

Work was pretty alright.
It's a friday but sales aint good.
I guess it's just not as expected.

& today is a bigbig day for my
beloved dearest boyfriend.
HIS BIRTHDAY!
But he is faraway now
so basically, i can only wish
him here and hope dat he
enjoys himself there ((:

imissyou(:
ineedyou(:
iwantyou(:
iloveyou(:

14o6o7

2007-06-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

& Edd went to genting alrdy ):
The bad; i'll miss him,
no one gives me morning call,
no one to sms with me while im working,
no more motivation to work
(hah! meeting edd after work has
always been my motivation to work)
no one to watch yuandian with me,
Basically, i wunt be happy.

Anyhoos,
Work is boring.
Hate peeling oranges everyday.

Rahhhhhhh,
Edd's birthday is tomorrow.
Hopefully he enjoys himself there,
and while he is away,
i shall watch my ko no1 till he is back.
Haha! Look boy,
Im gonna prove to you i wun flirt.

And im disgusting broke now
after buying so many ppl presents.

happy birthday!

12o6o7

2007-06-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

And today was so splendid!
Swimming in the morning.
Intended to swim 10 laps
but stupid boys really got me so pissed up.

it's like, since you ppl went to
a SWIMMING POOL,
then jollywell go there and SWIM
instead of disturbing others
and blocking me from swimming.
I really ponder wad exactly
do you ppl gain from blocking me
and frigging pissed me off early in the morning?

Okie, cast that aside,
Met bing and we headed town.
Had my favourite mixed grilled.
We nattered and we had a
see-how-much-we-noe-each-other game.
Haa! I bet you dont understand.

Train-ed to Cityhall
and we started out shopping from
Raffles to Citylink,
then to Marina square :D
Bought Edd's present.
Im so elated when he told
me he like it and the size is right!
Haha! im feeling so greatly honoured.

& the time now is 1249
happy birthday love, shuyi (:

): Edd is leaving for genting soon.
Im starting to feel the tingle linger tender of sadness.

o9o6o7

2007-06-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

Look people, im so nice
because i've been updating my blog
so regularly nowadays.
It's like every minute i blog,
im sacrificing my beauty sleep.

Anyway, have been working
at IMM these days.
It is quite a easy job i cant deny
thou at times i do argue with uncle.
but owell, i get to drink free juice everyday!
I reckon im super healthy now. HAHA.

Today went pretty smoothly i guess.
After work met Edd.
Supposely we should be heading to
sheng siong (or wherever) to meet
his bunch of friends to buy food for the bbq.
But somehow, Edd knew dat i need to sleep
therefore, he sent me home to
catch some sleep first. Hah!

Woke up and Edd came to fetch me.
Bbq all the way untill ard 10plus.
I was alittle bored by then,
so i went home sweeeet home.

And now,
Im feeling total shaggness.

Ure the last person i would ever want to bid goodbye

o6o6o7

2007-06-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

I swear im gonna drench out soon.
Haven really get over with my flu
but yet, i aint having ample rest.

Bugis with bing, tina, sharon and bryan.
Like wad the hell right?
Fancy bringing a 7 years old boy
out for shopping with us.
HAHA.
but oh well, i love my bro,
and dat explains.

I have been spending these days,
and i realized my bank a/c is
gonna be zerolised.
And adding on, Jiale, Shuyi and Edd
birthday is just around the corner!
I think i really need to have only
bread and water for the next whole week.

But there are still a couple of things
i want to buy but not yet bought.
Like my suspender, bag, wallet.
RAHHHH, money is always the factor.

digressing, im going to sleep now.
boyfriend is out and i doubt he will
be back early tonight.
Was quite disappointed by his short replies actually
but forget it, he's enjoying dat's why.

kiss me with tender loving care.

o5o6o7

2007-06-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

Nice date. 050607 (:
No link. Okokie.
im alittle under the weather.
lack of sleep is the cause of it, im sure.
and the satays, partly the cause too.

Only about one more month to the
school start at shatec and till now,
i've yet to receive the confirmation letter.
Tell me, how am i supposed to not worry?

but nevertheless, SGS is still my top priority.
well, at last i can do my shopping sprees,
which i had stopped long long time ago.
And in order to have enuff for the sales,
i prolly have to eat bread and water for
the next few weeks or so. HAHA!

Another day with Edd.
He came to fetched me off work
and we walked ard at IMM.
Oh, not forgetting to mention,
he accompanied me for my late lunch.
Went to his granny place afterwhich,
caught the beginnings and CSS2.
Went our seperate ways after that
because he went to find his friends
and i went to meet my escherians!
(like after so long la pleaseeee)

okie, wordy post but whatever.
haha!

24o5o7

2007-05-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

For the past one week or so,
things are all not very good.
Things happened,
and i felt like i was on a v horrible
roller coaster ride at UK fun fair.

But wads over is over.
I must thank eddie, seriously.
For being there for me, holding me tight,
lending me his shoulder to cry on dat night.
And most importantly,
ensuring i don't get flung out of this ride.

Digressing, Im home early today
because edd is having his training.
But still, we had alittle bit of fun today,
though it was nothing extravagant
compared to the last few days.

Edd came to fetch me at 4pm.
Accompanied him to somewhere i donno.
Bought wad he wanted(thou he stil got the wrong one)
And we headed to Tw market
for my super late lunch.

Went to Ntuc afterwhich.
Did some grocery shopping.
Basically, the ingredients for
making longan jellies.
Then it was home sweet home.

17o5o7

2007-05-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

My mood now is seriously annoying.
And my post is gonna be wordy,
yes i know, but wad do you expect
when im in such a baddddd mood?

Now let me ask you,
What's your most horrible defamation like?
Mine was being maligned till like
fucking nobody's business and nobody
fucking care. (ok, maybe kelvin cares)
and that's awfully pathetic!
It's like you are working under a big company
(Although it's not VERY big, but owell)
but you are frigging facing the battle,
whom i meant, customers, alone.

Three whole pages of complaints and insults.
And all you managers care about is
your outlet reputation ONLY.
Like hello, shouldn't you ppl at least
care about how your staff will feel upon
reading all those nasty and worse, misleading facts?

My goodness! What am i to do?
Im getting sick of these customers
and some managers too,
who always think they are so damn great.
(well, not all thou)

Okie, managers aside.
Now speaking of this particular customer,
I don't care if you will ever read this,
but i'll just bitch, bitch as much as i like.

First thing first,
You proclaimed you approached me
the moment you entered cartel.
You sure?
Then wad about the conversation
you had with weeqi?
Don't tell me you think weeqi and i
look alike or you thot there are
two cashiers in one resturant.

Secondly,
You moaned that your cakes
were not half-price sold to you,
but pls, double check your receipt.
You sure you came in after nine?

Next,
You whined, saying i turned ard
and talked bad about you.
You even put words into my mouth
say i say you are typical singaporean.
i feel like questioning you,
Do you see things with your eyes closed?
Can't you see we are so busy dat time?
Do you think i even have the time to
bitch about you?

There are alot more for me to whine
but i aint gonna continue further.
You told me you'll bring your gf
to cartel to buy cakes again.
In my mind, i was thinking,
I will never want to see you again.

Thanks for the insults, like seriously.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
im feeling soooo depressed now.
i want to chew pearls from my mango milkshake ):
Okie, No link, i know.

13o5o7

2007-05-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

It's once again, mummy day.
and this year, i bought for my
mum her favourite durian puffs.
it's at joochet mind you.
So the distance had proved
my strong love for her.
haha!

Edd went to M'sia this afternoon.
Poor boy, he is sick due to insufficient
sleep and i aint there for him.
Actually i do hope to be there,
but because i've to brin bryan
to his very first swimming lesson
and he is gg malaysia.
Im unable to meet him today.
but nevertheless, we are meeting tml(:

I hate periods!
And for the first time,
im having major cramps. RAHHH.

Bel's birthday was a success.
Im glad she enjoyed and yeah,
once again, happy birthday girl :D
I'll let pictures do the talking soon.

o9o5o7

2007-05-10T04:02:00.000+08:00

Everyone's schooling.
Everyone's having their new poly life.
Wad about me?

Although i once said i wun get
much affected by the fact dat
all my friends all studying in polys
and dat im sure in wad i want.
but Edd words did got me thinking.
Am i really prepared to study shatec?
Or im studying for the sake of studying?

Because of this,
i've been having late nights daily.
Oh my oh.
Kill me pleaseeeee ))):

o6o5o7

2007-05-06T11:30:00.000+08:00

While my tired boyfriend is alseep now,
i shall be nice to stay awake
and post an entry so that
the next time he view my blog,
he wun complain say i neva update.
LOL.

Woke up at ard 1300 today.
And i was supposed to work at 10am.
Yes, i overslept and hence,
No show. (like, omfg right?)
But i reckon i was lucky enuff
because jerri dint blow her top.
She merely gave me a warning.
PHEWWW. sorry anyway.

and so, i went out with family
to pray, eat and alittle shopping.
Then, Edd came to fetch me and
we went for pool tgt with his friends.
Then we went for singing session.
The cheapest session i ever had.
Like only $7 bucks for 3 or 4 hours?
Had a little arguement there
but was alright shortly after.

Dint know where to go after singing
so i suggested Changi.
And to my surprise,
We really went there. HAHA.
Caught some aquas and we spyed
those that board cars to check
where are they gg and stuffs.
I dint know spying was so exciting.
You can really feel the thrill la :D

And that explains why boyfriend
is so god damn tired by now.
Gonna meet again tml.
He requested Leave and im Off.
(:

Oh and not to forget complaining.
School things are drivin me' nuts.
Raffles academy & Shatec.
I've absolutely no idea which one
to choose and blah blah blah.
And the auntie in my house
keeps nagging at me.
Asking me to choose one fast.
So if you have some knowledge
at these kind of private schools,
be nice and share with me.

I choose to be honest with you.
dat's why i tell u my feelings.
It's definitely not a sign of
giving up or not lovin you anymore.
Because in fact, im falling(:

o2o5o7

2007-05-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

Okie. So i guess it's high time i blog.
I've been lazy to do so.
So we celebrated weizhong's
birthday last night.
Went to donno where ktv.
Private one i supposed.
Everyone was taking turn to sing
but not me, i just sat and listen.
Cabbed home aftermath.

And today, i slept untill 2pm.
A day out with edd.
Headed to town to accompany him
to find his wallet model.
And i seriously have to say
he did something real sweet today.

Ok. So he was telling me before
we meet up dat he had two
missions to be completed today.
I dint ask much as
i'll be accompanying him.
So yah, i'll be able to know anyw.

When we reached town,
he told me two days after is
gonna be his friend birthday
and im to help him find jacket for her.

And the first thing dat came into
my mind was the white-gold adidas.
So i introduced to Edd.
I think it'll look nice on her la.
but he says no because den i cant buy.
HAHAHAHA (:

So i thot of the grey-red one's.
Limited edition shop.
Same price but looks more sporty.
Hence, he purchased dat.
And it's like, i chose for him
but he still expect me to take for him.
Imagine how livid i was.
but his reply astounded me. Like seriously.
He said "Actually this is for you"

I was really taken aback.
I was still wondering if he will like,
ask me back for it when i reach home.
But then, he really convinced me ((:

And did i mention he even
acted like he was calling his friends
to make his lie more convincing?
superb boyfriend (:

A white lie dat melted me.
i love you, boyf.

27o4o7

2007-04-27T11:28:00.000+08:00

Right. My off day (:
Slept all the way untill 12pm.
Like finally, i dont hav to wake
up at bloody 10am in the morning.

Changed and met Edd.
Owell, things wasnt really gd at first.
due to the dispute we had last night
but everything was alright after awhile.

Went IKEA for some shoppings.
But before dat,
Edd brought me to this
quite big coffeeshop for lunch.
I cant deny their western is really nice.

Okay, did some shoppings.
Bought a weighing scale.
And i just realise im 51kg now ):

I seriously have to stop having
suppers and go for more runs.

And did i mention tml
is our first mth together?
Still a long way to go.
But as for now,
i love you boy (:

one more day.

21o4o7

2007-04-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

Recently, im addicted to this
all-along-is-my-favourite-drink,
MANGO MILK TEA.
Im craving for dat like all the time.

The past few days has been
relatively good.
I bought myself the black pants
dat i was longing for.
And the black flipflop! (Like finally!)

Work ytd was not alright.
Everyone was busy like a bee.
the crowd never seemed to stop.
And i was the host of the night (:

And today, SATURDAY ((:
Went to Ah ma place.
It has been ages since i last went.
Waited for Edd to meet me
and we headed to his friend place.
Jenny, i think. Her birthday!

His friends went to play mahjong
aftermath while Edd and i went
to catch 200 pounds beauty.
It's just a heartwarming show.
I'd give it 5 out of 5!
Go catch it, totally worth those bucks.

So mon's the interview.
im feeling all jittery.
I've honestly no idea what kind of
questions they might throw at me.
Any ideas? RAHHHH.

You are my love.

18o4o7

2007-04-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

Work full shift today.
Cashier then host ((:
I admit i slacked,
im not serious in my work.
And for that,
im sorry, Kelvin.

Anyhoos,
Reached home not long ago.
Supper-ed with Eddie at Bukit Timah.
Prata and LALA ((:
So nice of him la.
Came down to fetch me.
Accompanied me for supper still.

Although i keep disappoint him,
but im glad,
he still cares for me.

Shower me your love
and i'll shower you mine <3

13o4o7

2007-04-14T01:51:00.000+08:00

13th, the friday.
To me, it doesn't really makes a different
but haha,
whatever.

Day off for me.
The one and only for this week.
Lunched with erwin & people at cartel.
I was very late.
Reached there at about 3pm when
the meeting time is 1.30pm.

Okay anyw,
kbox at suntec after lunch.
We sang all the way until 9pm.

I was supposed to be meeting
kor tonight for some shoppings at town.
I tried calling him but to no avail.
Eddie was havin dinner with his friends,
i doesn't want to disturb him.
Therefore, i stayed in kbox.

Met Edd after reaching cck.
Accompanied him to meet his friends
but awhile after, we left.

Wanted to have supper at his place
and at the same time,
continue our zhuang jiao yu dao ai.
Sadly, his sir called him
and he had to rush back to his base.
Owell,
I hope everything is fine on his side (:

Time and patience shall be the solution.

11o4o7

2007-04-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

So today, i met up with
Bing, Ade, Rong, Nat, Meilyn,
jo, and and and.. Tina.
Yes, Tina toh met up with us too.
Haha, like finally.

Ordered pizza for dinner.
Watched Top on the forbidden city.
A frigging nice show.
It's about dancing.
Omfg, i think im gonna get
interested in hip hop dances soon.
Do watch it peeps.
I rate it 5/5.
Plus im terribly sorry, bing.
I promised to return u on sat.

It's always nice to meet
up with friends and catch up.
Knowing that once school reopens,
the chances of meeting up
is going to be lesser.

Dint meet eddie the whole day.
But amazing,
he dint blame me or anything!
In fact, he told me to enjoy.
Wheee! I really hope he'll
forever remains that way
and hav more faith in me.

):eiddessimi

o9o4o7

2007-04-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

just got back home.
Left home for work at 4pm.
Met up with Edd(Short form la) before dat.
We had durians before i went
home and get prepared for work.
Omfg, durians+him = HAPPINESS :D

Work was relatively fine.
5-10, s1.
Quite a no of fun people was
working together with me.
HAHA.

Edd came to fetch me up.
Initally he said he is not coming,
but still, he came. HAHA :D
Went to Timah for my dinner-and-supper.
Ate mushroom&cheese prata.
And the uncle was damn hilarlous.

We ordered two same pratas,
so when he served us the pratas,
he said "This is mushroom & cheese,
dat one is cheese & mushroom"
LOL! I almost burst into laughters.

And now, i feel so bloated up -.-

Was looking thru the old neoprints,
It's funny when you see how you
used to look so nerdy and stupid.
HAHA, we've grown, everyone has.

Be my sunshine after rain (((:

o7o4o7

2007-04-07T14:38:00.000+08:00

It's a rare sight when i blog at this time.
HAHA, ok, whatever.

Yesterday was good friday
and i only know it on thurs.
Damnit, If i were to know earlier,
i would have requested for full shift.
But owell,
Went shopping with Eddie
since im not working,
and he is working only untill 12pm.

It was so unproductive lah.
I dint get myself anything.
Supposely, i wanted a skirt,
and if possible, tops too.
But no, i got nothing.
At least eddie got himself a tee ):

Dinner-ed and cosy bay aftermath.
I love the relaxing feeling.
Although i may be a little out-of-place.
but haha, still fine afterrall.

And im quited pissed with the fact
that mum is picking on me.
So annoying.
I don't know wad the hell is her prob.
A moment she can be niceee,
den out of a sudden,
she blows up over small matters.
Such unpredictable mother.

I can't confirm the feeling in me.
it's too early to say anything.
Unlike before, i wun blurt it all out.
But for now, im contented with
the communication we have.

o4o4o7

2007-04-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

Woke up super early today.
Like, 5.30am?
Because my beloved Chin & Abel
are gg back to their hometown.
And me, being a sweet,
cabbed down to airport to
send them off.
omfg, the atomsphere was
like, frigging saddening lah ):

Day out with Mr eddie.
Had pastamania at causeway.
Walked around.
He wanted a pair of slippers
but no size, so sad.
Try other places next time k?

Accompanied him to Jurong
for some work stuffs.
Owell, like for the first time,
im not complaining :D
Had my fav Mango milk tea
before heading to his place too.

Then, we headed to Westmall
for movie. Forest of death.
But by then,
we alrdy had cold war.
For like, the whole movie?
and even after?
frankly, i wonder if things
are all right now.
Sorry boy, though.

Full shift tml.
Untill 12.30am.
My first time doing night cashier.
god bless pleaseeeee.

even though the duration was short,
im still glad,
cause seeing you puts a smile on my face (:

o2o4o7

2007-04-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

Today, work 5-closing.
Like after so long, Im doing closing.
But today closing wasnt as bad
because this time im doin with cherlyn.
We paired up so well, HAHA.
Forgot to mention, with kelvin too.
Andy was nice.
He treated me mango cake
but i think BangawanSolo is nicer (:
Owell, it's the thought thou.

And someone dint wait for me to
finish my work lah.
Fancy fall asleep somemore!
Hor? MR YOUSHAN.

ADE TAGGED ME.
"This is what you are supposed to do.
cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.
People, who get tagged,
need to write in their blog about
their 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly.
In the end, choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

After you do that, leave them each a tag
to let them know you tagged them
so that they read your blog and know what to do."

1. I eat burgers with fork and knife
2. I loves waffles like, seriously.
3. I don't cry oftenly.
4. I like picturing things. (Evil grins)
5. I am forgetful but yet, thoughtful.
6. I actually listen to Ade and did this stupid thing.

I aint gonna pass it down.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

3oo3o7

2007-03-30T14:14:00.000+08:00

what will you do when you
met someone who treats you
nice, but you jollywell know,
that's not because ure special.

what will you do when you
know of someone who loves
someone truly, madly, deeply
but the someone now is yours.

what will you do when you
realize whatever things happened
between you and someone,
actually happened to someone
and someone before.
words were once said,
actions were once done,
maybe promises, were once made.

What are you supposed to do?

there are many more questions,
i don't feel like asking anymore.
owell, whatever.

It's another off day for me.
It's pretty odd to have more and
more off days for me in a week.
I usually only have, like one?
HAHA, but more off days definitely
not means im a lousy worker.
Laughs.

Im still feeling sleepy.
feel like sleeping for a couple of hours more.
But no, eddie is going to say
im lazy, fat, pig who is so pro in sleeping.
Yes, he is just so mean. Hah!

And net bored me to death.
No one online to chat with me )):

26o3o7

2007-03-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

So fast, it's monday today.
Which means, give-schedule-day.
And miraculously, i gave.
Usually im the last to give.
HAH!

Anyhoos,
Went to work like as usual.
6-11pm.
I was late for 10 mins,
supposely i shld be rushing
but dat stupid sherry..

okie, here's the scenario.
(Gera rushing to punch card)
Sherry: Superwoman!
Gera: Superman!
(Both laugh laugh laugh)
Sherry: You doing S1 with me?
Gera: i donno leh, i think busser.
(Both sighhhhss)
Then..
Manager: Geraldine, v early hor?

Okie, maybe u wun find it funny
but if u were at there.
I reckon u'll find it funny.
Joke of the day, i would say.

And did i mention i watched
Mr bean's holiday on sat with eddie?
The show is really hilarious.
Rate it 4 out of 5.
Was pratically laughin all the way
and poor eddie had to suffer the
beatings from me.
So sorry ))):

Pool-ed after movie,
Like after so long,
Hahaha.
Lost every game.

23o3o7

2007-03-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

1. Full name: GERALDINE YAP SIMIN
2. Screen name: GERALDINE
3. D.O.B: 24th nov 9o
3. Height: 165cm
4. Weight: 50kg (trying hard to maintain)
5. Hair colour: brown/black
6. Eye colour: Brown when with contact lense
7. left handed or right handed: right.
8. Best friends: ade, bing, jo, rong, tina,
shuyi, qinxiang, weizhong etc.
9. Best friends you trusted most: Ade, Bing, Rong,
tina, shuyi, qinxiang
10. Best friend of oppsite sex: qinxiang
11. Best buddies: i've quite a number
12. Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Ahh.
13. Crush: Don't have.
14. Parents: Mummy & Daddy
15. Worst enemy: Period, cause i cant go tanning
16. Craziest friend: Bing
17. Advice friend: Hanqiang & Kelvin
18. Loudest friend: okie, i admit myself
19. Person you cry with: Qinxiang watched me cry
20. Any sisters: No
21. Any brothers: two HANDSOMES
22. Handphone no: 64287279
23. Phone: k750i?
24. Swim or Gym: Swim?
25. Your personality: Strong
26. Room: Neat (:
27. Whats missing: Cash =x
28. R/s with parents: v good
29. Believe in yourself: At times
30. Good listener: Your say
31. Make fun of others: YES
32. Want to get married: Prolly
33. Next to you: No one lahh
34. Dream car: I know nuts about cars
35. Dream date: Jay (but im not his fan)
36. Singles reminder: I turn to myself
37. Bad time of the day: Get scolded durin work
38. Time now: 3.44am
39. Music: Ai de zhu xuan lu
40. Hardest things about growing up: to keep quiet
41. Scariest experience: CATS
42. Silliest things u ever said: You've long hair (obviously)
43. Worse feeling: Hurting others
44. Best feeling in the world: Receiving presents and confessions =x
45. Your admirers: Am i supposed to name out? Crazy.

18o3o7

2007-03-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

So the past few days has been relatively good.
Spent load time with bing and gang
like after so long.
And the rest of the days was work for me.

And just now, i just realize dat
i lost my freakin memory card.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
im so depressed.

Okie, on a lighter note,
i had accomplished a few of my
to-do list things i mentioned
in the previous post.

Striked out ones are accomplished.
1. trim my hair and let it grow longer
2.~~Go suntanning real soon.~~ok, jus a shade darker.
3. Ok, im not sure about this, but imconsidering, cos i hav nth to buy, maybeexcept the PUMA jacket. Go shopping.
4. My protege ):
5. ~~Spend time with bryan ( It's a must)~~i brin him out to shop.
6. ~~Do some cookings at home.~~ i fried egg!
7. Sentosa with bing and gang
8. That PUMA jacket!
9. On diet pleaseeeee.

for the last one,
im still trying to find the determination.

and im so happy i spent 4 hours
talking on phone with nat.
We broke the record. HAHAHA.

i cant figure why ure doin all these.
but if u insist on proclaiming dat
ure in no wrong, and it's always
either ur friends or us.
den so be it.
You found a new girl in ur life.
I hope u two will get together
and dat everything'll go well.

o8o3o7

2007-03-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

Ytd was my first off day.
HAHA, tml is the second.
Anyw, it was a stay home day
for me ytd till evening time,
which i went to jp for dinner.

And hee, i think im falling ill, again.
Hopefully it's not because of
the fact dat i had not been drinking
plain water these days.
But i do drink xiao mao cao,
aint dat a herbal tea?
HMMMMM.

Life had been a mess for me.
Hanging outside at night,
Work like nobody business,
Not spending time with my sisters & friends,
And most importantly,
Not exercising nor tanning ):

So here is my to-do-list
(Since i had made up my mind to change)

1. trim my hair and let it grow longer
2. Go suntanning real soon.
3. Ok, im not sure about this, but im
considering, cos i hav nth to buy, maybe
except the PUMA jacket. Go shopping.
4. My protege ):
5. Spend time with bryan ( It's a must)
6. Do some cookings at home.
7. Sentosa with bing and gang
8. That PUMA jacket!
9. On diet pleaseeeee.

Okie all in all,
i should stop spluring, like seriously.
Cause i've been spluring,
my bank a/c digits are getting smaller.
(I think i mentioned it once. LOL)
and it's quite bad cause it's annoying
and so so so sad ):

Yawn, im off to bed now.
Good night.

26o2o7

2007-02-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

Work was alright.
except for the fact that i worked
seven days straight.
No off days ((:

And today i smell freedom!
HAHAHA.
Day out with qinxiang.
He came all the way down
to west side to meet me.
Sweeet right? :D

Got my nike bottle at IMM.
Wanted to get the red one
but got a green one instead.
IMM cartel for dinner.
i saw zhu cheng!
after so long, i finally bumped into
a primary friend. HAHA.
he is workin at cartel too. (:

Okie anyhoo,
I had rips and qx had meatlover.
As usual, i cant finish and
pathetic him had to finish it up for me.
im not devil, im helping him
to gain fatssss only ((:

I've been eyeing on the
prated ipod everyday at Hougang.
It is as slim as ipod,
the only difference is the inside.
But owell,
who cares about the inside?
Wad matters is the slimness
and the fact dat it only cost $99.
HAHAHAHA.
So i pray for a kind soul to get it for me?
otherwise i'd have to wait for my
next pay to arrive.
haha, just kidding. i've patience :D

RAH, tml is workin at 11.30am.
Morning, i abhor.

19o2o7

2007-02-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

Felt really lethargic at work today
Cause of my insufficient sleep.
I host like shit =x
Was supposed to end work at 4pm
but stupid william MC.
I had to take over him.
And so,
i ended work at 11pm = full shift.

Somehow,
im sick and tired of rumours.
Ever since the first day of work,
I have been receving rumours.
At times i wonder, why me?
Am i supposed to be happy?
But again, why happy?

I really dint want all those rumours,
if given a choice,
i would choose to work peacefully.
after work,
go out with friends for movies or suppers.
and dat's my life. FULLSTOP.
Wadever admirers, rumours,
i want none.

but in the first place,
am i given any choices?
I was called as flirt by rachel.
She says i flirt with
practically all the guys in cartel.
Did i?

Den sheila,
For no reason,dislike me.
cause of wad? Rumours? guys?
I really have no idea.
Though at times she is really sweet.
I rmb the times when im stuck at S1,
she is the one who helped me out.
For that, i thank her.
But i really hope she would know,
that im someone who will neva
snatch any girl's boy.

Be it if that girl is my friend or not.
Not mine, i will never take.
But if u were to dislike me,
just because that guy u like
happens to like me.
Then think back,
Has it really gotto do with ME?

Why am i receiving all the punishments?
HAIS.

i hope i could leave the world.

15o2o7

2007-02-15T11:43:00.000+08:00

I've good and bad news.

The good.
New year is coming in three days time.
HOHO, one step closer to foods.
and yay, red packets (:

The bad (MANY)
first, im down with cough, flu, headache.
second, i sprained my ankle. STUPID.
third, i haven get myself any CNY clothes.
fourth, facial NOT done.
fifth, im gaining weight ))):

Yesterday was valentine.
Went straight to meet Ade after my work.
Dinnered at Sushi. YUMMYS.
Did some catchingups.
Am so glad our sisterly love is still there (:

went back ps aftermath.
Wanted to catch follow the law or
any other midnight movie
but i guess due to Valentine's day,
all were either sold out of filling fast.
GRRRR.

Okie anyw,
Work was relatively fine.
I am getting more and more interested
in.. ahems, PASTAS !
especially, CARBONARA :D
I swear i'll learn how to fry it one day.
After i learn night cashier, perhaps.

and as for now,
good nite people.

o7o1o7

2007-02-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Was it yesterday?
Tina and Rong came to my
workplace and waited for me
to finish my work :D
How sweeet?

Went to feixiong for lunch.
A late one, 4pm.
And then we headed to
Bugis for some shoppings.
Tina had to change her
stupid jeans and buy a button up.
And i wanted to find the bag i like.

Got the red bag i eyed at.
Thanks Rong!
Indeed a big big surprise.
And yes, i got the bigger one.

Caught Huikeng and Phyillz too.
It had been awhile since i
last saw dem. Especially huikeng.
And her hair now is like
frigging long.
gonna be longer den mine too i guess.

Today, as usual, went for work.
Dinnered at Macdonalds.
MCWINGS, my fav :D :D
And Kelvin and erwin came
for dinner too.
Felt rather lethargic during my nite shift.
Have no idea why. HURHUR

I need to get myself face facial tml.
and also, my contact lense,
think im gonna get a coloured one.
anyw it's only like, 6 bucks more.

And and and,
Most importantly, ah gong's spects.
Mum says ahgong had been
nagging at ahma. HAHA.
Poor ah ma ):

There is so many places i want to go.
So many food im craving for.
So many shows i want to catch
but i simply doesnt have the time.
Very soon,
I'll be getting back my results.
then's the V day, and CNY.
A month or so later,
A new life will begin if im able
to make it into Poly.

Oh my. Suddenly,
i thot of kelvin leaving us soon ):

29o1o7

2007-01-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

AHHHH,
So much has been happening these days.
Late nightouts like almost everyday.
It seems like everyday,
there are bound to be ppl organising
suppers, movies or partyworlds
after work. and it'll means, MIDNIGHT.

So recently,
i think i've grown fat.
And im becoming lazy.
Imagine me having supper almost daily.
and because there are no more buses,
im taking cab home, like daily too.
What's worse, im taking midnight ones.

GRRR.
haven get to buy anything for myself after my pay.
the digits in my bank a/c is already
getting smaller and smaller ):

Anyhoos,
Work today 6-11.
All the fun people are not working.
Cherlyn and weichen off.
Qinxiang, kelvin, weeqi and george work morning.
RAH ):
I ended work early.
get to knock off at 10 instead of 11.
HAHA why?
Because stella wanted me to drop by
BPP to pass dem coffee powder.

Owell,
And now im home.
GEEEE.

24o1o7

2007-01-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging these few days.
that's because i have no time.
ytd, i woke up early in the morning,
supposely to go for some workout with Tina
but we ended up accompanying meilyn
to Funan IT mall to collect stuffs.
See im so niceee :D

Closing ytd wasn't that bad too.
In fact, we closed early :D
Because this time,
Cherlyn and i were like
planning how to close and
setting a time target
ever since ard 8pm.
HAHAHAHA.

Qinxiang's leaving on the 1st feb.
HUR HUR.
can't crap with him anymore.
can't make fun of him anymore.
can't bully him anymore.
and lastly, no more jokes.
): HAHA.
owell.

fell in love with one tanktop at Newurbanmale.
one top at Flash & Splash.
one skirt and bag at Fleshimp.
All at Herran.
It has been long since i last went shopping.

And im working at 6pm later.
Hope those fun ppl are there.
and closers are good.

Not that im stronger den before,
It's jus that i've learnt to not need
a pillar of strength anymore.
Life is carefree when ure single.
but yet, everyone needs alittle love.

17o1o7

2007-01-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

Read thru Ade's blog.
Knew that she aint in her best mood.
and we are the cause of it.

Thinking back,
If only i dint let her join us.
If only we could remain as sisters, just the 2 of us.
if only we could live in our past memories.
Perhaps, Ade wun be feeling so low now.

I miss those days,
When she will call me up and tell me she's sad.
When i noe for sure she is dere for me, wheneva im low.
When we hit town and be shop-acholics.
When we have delicious dinners tgt after shopping.
And trust me, there are alots more.

having thot that
after she know bing,
she no longer needs me.
she is living her life happier.
and dat was the reason why
im trying my best not to interfer.

But why everytime i view her blog,
she is not potraying her happiness?
Why do it seems like,
she has got many probs.
family, friends, relationships.
And wad's worse,
She neva confide in me.

I was hoping,
her to confide in bing,
(at least she confided in someone)
her to be strong,
(cos i noe i wun leave her fighting alone)
her to stop being so negative,
(things are not as bad as she think it is)
and lastly,
Us to be back like last time.

Ade,
I dont know when u'll read this
but im sincere in telling u this.
8 years of friendship.
Maybe 2 or 3 years of sistership.
You had strived a permanent
place in my heart.
Your patience,
Your understanding,
Your Sweetness,
really, unforgettable.

Im not sweet.
I dont know how to show my appreciations.
That was the reason
why i lost Lin.
I dont want to lose u cos of the same reason,
so please, for once i beg you.
Pardon me for that.
Pardon me for my unappreciative character.
Actually i do treasure you.
Truly, Madly, Deeply.

1oo1o7

2007-01-11T02:06:00.000+08:00

back home earlier den yesterday.
Why? Cos im not doing closing today.
went for netball before work, so fun (:

Junior' zoners in a week time.
oh man, so fast.
i knew dey had been slacking
last year, or should i say, every year.
HAHA.

2k run for them today.
followed by some drills by shuyi.
den afterwhich i took over Cdiv.
Taught the defenders how to move ard,
attackers how to spilt and fake defenders.

The first game dey played
was super boring please.
They were like just standing dere
and not moving at all.
Second game were better.
After some coaching. GEEE.

It's the last zoners dey can play.
Afterwhich, Tws netball is gonna
be offically close down.
I dont blame Mr ralph.
But I cant deny, im utterly sad
and disappointed, to see all my
juniors so, u noe, Ah Lian,
den plus all attitude so bad.
GRRR. Coach them like i owe them cash.
But some were cute lah ((:

Rushed to work after Netball.
felt really hungry during work.
i dread serving 3 St louis at a go.
Cos i will feel like eating it
and strave my customers.
HEHE. Just kidding.
Im not that mean okie.

I feel something's amiss in life.
I don't know what.
Perhaps, I MISS HER.

o4o1o7

2007-01-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

Work has been alright ytd.
expect for the fact dat
i almost dropped a cup.
DAMN, so maluatiing.

Anyhoos,
Closing yesterday.
I was the only girl
but dat doesnt mean
i don hav to do any work.
I still sweeps and mops ok.
HAHA, strong gera ((:

Work 5-11 later.
Hopefully chalotte is working.
She is such a sweeet lah please.

As for wad happened recently
and yesterday,
i doubt i'll care.

o1o1o7

2007-01-01T08:46:00.000+08:00

Today marks the first day to 2oo7.
Supposely our 5th.

Dinners at sakae/suki,
(sometimes pizzas)
The short meet ups we had,
(but worthwhile)
The long walk from lot one to my hse.
or from bpp to my hse.
(we seems to love walking)
Those stayovers at ur place.
and loads more.

These were what went thru
my mind the whole night.
there's more to it but owell.

you neva failed to put a smile on my face.
and im sorry, for everything, too.

3o12o6

2006-12-31T04:22:00.000+08:00

There's something i really cant comprehend.
it's suppose to be within us.
it's our problem
and yet, there's someone else coming in.

I thought after the phone call made,
"u" will put it to a stop
but obviously u aint.
And u really got me thinking
what is ur motive?
And what have we really done to u
dat got u so fed-up?
To u, every new issue,
the fault will lies on us, us and more US.

Honestly speaking,
im really not interested with all these anymore.
The friendship we had, ber,
im beginning to doubt.
blame me for dat, cherie, i dont care.
since u, ber, couldnt even bothered
to try contacting me,
so i shan't bother too.
I tried, but failed.
I cannot try again
because it'll come to no avail.

If u really considered us as friends,
as six6,
u would have tried too.

And lastly,
Those who are not in six6,
please don interfer.
The most i assure,
we wun hurt her.

2512o6

2006-12-25T14:41:00.000+08:00

Was a host ytd.
kinda fun actually.
Maybe because dere wasnt quite a crowd.
and George was dread being
my host trainer because
i took a long time to show customers
their seats and den run back
to attend to another.
HAHA.

Met bing dey all after work.
They came to fetch me.
Was utterly disappointed to noe
dat Ber dint tag along.
But owell, she has got her
new group of friends.
So yeah.
Shall be glad for her (:

Anyw,
I doesnt wan to eleborate anymore.
Because unhappy stuffs happened.
But i'll be strong.

Headed back to cartel
after celebrating with gang.
Was kinda bored at first.
Cos everyone has their own topic
and ameila and rachel were
practically sticking to each other
like a superglue.
and it's so annoying.
Especially when ure out of love,
like me.

Things got better when we headed
to Cini for midnight movie.
Weichen, sheila, Jon, Andrian
were accompanying me.
Guess they could sense that
im not really happy.
How sweet (:

and by the time we finish
watching the show.
It was morning 7am.
Kelvin rushed for opening.
And there are some who
went and help him out.
the rest went home.

erase, then i'll rewind
to the point where all i felt for u
was nothing more then a friend.
and from there, i'll live my everyday
bearing in mind, ure just a friend.
A special friend and nothing else.
No more green words.
No more cosy hugs.

2212o6

2006-12-21T14:17:00.000+08:00

met up with bing and ade for lunch
ytd before i went for my work.

I hate doing closings ):
it takes so much effort for me
to sweep and mop.
and it took so many ppl to
help me out.
Two were free labour somemore.
RAH ):

Took transport home.
And i fell alseep straight
after i hopped onto the bus.
Guess im tired.
and it's also because of some
reason, which i shall not mention here.
my tears shed.

Off today and tml.
YOOHOOO.

And and and.
Lin is finally back from her
long-waited-stackers chalet.
But sadly,
i tried calling her serveral times,
but to no avail.

Like wad bing said,
maybe ure sleeping.

1812o6

2006-12-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

Spent my whole day off
at Bing hse yesterday.
Poor girl.
She injured her leg and now,
she has to stay home for days.

Today gonna work
6-11pm.
BOOHOOO.
Both ameila and rachel
are not working.
and i doubt there are many
interesting ppl working later.

so many occassions are comin up.
firstly, pris's birthday.
secondly, zoe's birthday.
thirdly, chirstmas (((:
then, new year :D
lastly, MY PAYDAY!

alright, im off to hav my lunch.
hungry hungry hungry.

13 more days

1312o6

2006-12-13T11:03:00.000+08:00

There wasn't quite a crowd ytd.
i was stationed as S1, which is serving.
and it's pathetic.
because the plates are heavy
and they are all so hot please.
So every now and den
i'll get myself some cold drink
to melten my hand alittle.
HAH!
Time passed pretty fast ytd.

And thanks to Jerri,
i almost missed my last bus.
RAHHH.
She is always pickin on me.
I don't know why.

Ok. Enough said of her
before Lin starts eating vinegar.
GEEEE.

Gonna work 6-1130 later.
But poor newcomers have to
reach workplace at 2.30pm.
We have a meeting.
Supposed to attend ytd
but Ameila and I both simply
forgot about it like, completely.
HAHAHAHAHA.

It's unbelieveable,
i dont want to let u go.

1112o6

2006-12-11T15:13:00.000+08:00

Im still feeling sleepy
felt like sleeping for a couple of hours more
but bryan woke me up,
asking me to have my lunch with him.

It's another Off day for me today.
Yesterday and today.
But it's definitely not because
im a lousy worker ok.
Laughs.

Let's recap about ytd.
Met bing to Sentosa.
And yes,
she was earlier den me this time.
Sunbathing till noon
And train-ed to town.
supposed to meet at 1.30pm.
But Bing and i were late.
ate at Suki
then we were off for Stackers finals
at Teckghee CC.
there were a no of people there.
Dint see much familiar faces.
How can there not be when it's the finals?
HAHAHA, owells.
The match was allright.
everyone played well (:
And did i mention
Lin was in the game too?
GEEE.

After the match,
Bing and zoe went to buy cake.
Then after Tina's briefing,
we surprised her with it.
Thou we noe she alrdy knew it.
HAHA, i dont noe why.
maybe it's because of our obvious-ness?
LAUGHS.
Anyhoos, cabbed to rong place
to catch my Hong Xing Da Jiang.
Mahjong for a few rounds
and Lin came.
Followed by Tina and Zoe.
Passed Tina her present
and everyone headed home.
I was very tired by then.
Hence i washed up
and i plopped on to my bed
while talking on fone with Lin.
Awhile later, i fell alseep (:

Okay. End of story.
HAHA.

you, i miss.

o612o6

2006-12-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

had my lunch at home
then i headed to work
12-5 shift.

Nicholes(can't rmb how to spell)
bullied me, since my 1st day work.
he keep askin me to clear plates
and when i want a drink,
he doesnt want to help me!
probably im a newbie?
He may be quite good looking
among the rest, but urgh, he's mean.

knocked off at 5pm
and i strolled to taka shopping mall
to meet fion, eunice and bing.
KFC for dinner.
Shopped alittle at Fareast.
Home sweet home after ((:

and me being ever so muddle-headed
left out Lin's green words.
hehe, i bet she's fuming mad.
can imagine all the steam above
her head like a chuchu train.
HAHAHAHA.

baby i miss you.
i wished i could convert
the big bear to you
and dat i could hug ueverynight.
when i was cold,
i missed ur warm cuddly hugs.
although we quarrels daily (practically)
and i always make u upset.
even ur friends are feeling sad for u,
for having such fed-up girlfriend.
but i still love u plenty, really (:

o412o6

2006-12-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

First day of work today.
Met ameila at plaza sg
cause we are workin there.
HAHA.

the people there were quite nice.
like my DR, edward,
he's the one who taught me everythings.
my section ordertaker was nice too.
she's a sweeet lah please.

learned the basics.
Understanding the area
serving/topping water
clearing the tables
doing the table settings
setting bills(I swear i hate it)

the food there looks super good.
I feel so hungry when i see customers eating.
and i had gastric, cause i only ate lunch.
):

Reached home at 12am
I was dead tired
but i still had supper with Lin.
She bought me sharkfin soup.
YUMMYS (((:

2911o6

2006-11-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

Tada! a new layout.
I did quite like my previous one,
but feel like acting alittle cool.
so choose a black one now (:
black and white.
dat's my colour.

anyhoos.
town with ameila today.
interviewed at cafecartel.
before was thaiexpress.
then i headed to fareast
and meet ade.

Bought her shoes and
we did some shoppings.
I so want to buy nice tees
but everytime i'll end up
going home empty handed.

I hope i can get myself
a job asap. (cafe or anything)
Cause im now in the process
of bankruptcy ):

because you live,
my life has twice as many
stars as in the sky (:

2711o6

2006-11-28T02:01:00.000+08:00

you rather meant to be
but not fated tgt
or
Fated to be tgt
but not meant to be?

Well, i hope it has
everyone thinking (:

2511o6

2006-11-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

Finally, my sweet sixteen.
it has been a great day.
my friends surprised me
with presents and stuffs.

22nd nov, bbq (:
day started out with meeting
rong and gang at rong's place.
mahjong-ed for awhile.
then head to warran to
prepare for the bbq.
at first bing and meilin lied
to me that they couldnt
make it, but at ard 7 plus,
they reached. HAHA, wth?
and Lin surprised me with
a $70plus cake, so nice (:
there were much laughters
and all. had a great time.

headed for rong's place
for mahjong session.
whole night, i mean.
lin was supposed to
accompany me.
but near morning 6,
she left due to some
unpleasant stuffs.

24th nov, promnite.
my actual birthday (:
thou i received most
wishes only when dey
saw me, and when
everyone reminds
each other.
but the surprised
bel, ice and shuyi
gave akid and me
was really sweet.
with everyone singing
the bday song for us.
so loud. LOL.
i was quite paisei,
but really grateful (:

thanks to all who wished
me, i really appreciated it.
esp those who wished me
serveral times.
thanks to the peeps who
attended the bbq
who wished me and oso
got me something.
like amelia, for the bottle.
sharon, shenli & baoyi,
for the tamagotchi.
HAHA, such nice people.
and yes, the 10 of you
for the so-many-things.
Lin for everything.

Thanks ade, for being
the first to call me.
Hanqiang, to msg me.
and Lin, to appear in
front of me (:

2o11o6

2006-11-20T15:17:00.000+08:00

Ytd was a wonderful day.
it's a day with my girls!
Bused down to vivocity.
omg, vivo is so gonna be
my next hangout.
They've like everything!
and marina for steamboat

and I SMELL FREEDOM!
like finally (:
im gonna paint the town red now.
exciting, isnt it?

i can't wait to dye my hair
can't wait to go shopping
can't wait for my bbq
can't wait to club (but Lin says NO)
can't wait for my prom,
and the list just continues.

oh yes, and very soon
i'll be turning 16!
Nothing must to be rejoice
about but it's something
i had waited for so long..

Lin is sick.
Poor child, tsk tsk.
hope she gets well soon.

3 more days to our date.
11 more days to our 4th (:

1411o6

2006-11-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

My tagboard had been insulted.
Stupid IMPOSTERS.
Well, thanks u v much for ur advice,
but we DO NOT appreciate such nonsense.
Didnt ur parents give u names when u were born?
GEE, i guess u ought to check ur birthcert once more.
A pity u don use the names ur parents gave u,
All their effort have gone down the drain.
TSK TSK.

To the two annoymous,
if im ugly cos im a les den wad are u?
An unconscionably depraved vermin
and a maladjusted,
cold-hearted mediocrity afflicted
with mental retardation?
If lesbian disgust you, why do you even
take the effort to read my blog
and get yourself disgusted?
Contradicting i'd say.

Firstly, both Lin and i dint even say
we WANT to get married.
I suggest u go to the optican and
get ur eyes checked.
Just when i thought i've read the
supidest post.
You go and post another.

Your ineffective imitation of
good posting style
only serves to illuminate your lack
of substance, good taste, and decency.
Get a life you whores.
two words for u two. NO BALLS.

childish cowards who doesnt have
the courage to splat it all in my face.
I would love to meet u and hear all those
interesting jabberings u have about LESBIANS.
My oh my, what childish mindsets.

Should i continue entertaining u kids?
Or should i just scrape it away?
Owells, mum says we ought to
sympathize kids like u two.
who brains are filled with cow dungs.
LAUGHS :D

o911o6

2006-11-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

it hurts all along.
I've tried to fight,
so hard so dat my heart turns numb.
And now i finally know
I'm never gonna be good enough for you.

I can't pretend that I'm alright
Cuz i lost it all
Interest in everything.
I'm sorry I can't be wad u wan me to be.

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside.
I know ure trying too.
Im sorry.

All the days we spent together
now seem so far away
and it feels like you don't care anymore.

I can't stand another fight
And nothing's gonna be alright.
cause i lost it all.

I'm sorry for wad i had done.
I tried to beg for forgiveness
but u aint giving me any.

And if ure really leaving me,
Please don turn ur back.
I'll fight hard to turn my head
but i need time.

IM SORRY
I CANT BE PERFECT.

o411o6

2006-11-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

Slept at 6 in the morning
and i had to wake up at 12 today
just to accompany mum's for lunch.
RAHH. wad a queen!

Mon is the start of my dooms day.
The Os is here, for real.
Its all too fast.
I have got to give my best.

And i realize.
it seems like whenever i've got
an exam coming up.
stupid arguements and all will start.
On the whole,
im feeling damn stressed up now.

Digressing, exactly 20 more days to my bday.
and that i'll turn sweet sixteen.
but being sixteen is not a big deal either.
HAH.

Only heaven knows i haven fallen

o111o6

2006-11-01T02:06:00.000+08:00

Today's the 1st.
It marks our third.
How fast time flies.

To me,
everyday is a special day
with her around.
To me,
It's not a matter of quantity
of time or events.
But the quality time spent.

Perhaps if only we could
stop all the arguements.
And both of us could learn
how to really truly trust.
Dat will be the day when
we both wun feel so tired.

And Fack.
I LOST THE MP3.
DAMN THE PERSON WHO
PICKED IT UP AND NOT
RETURNING IT BACK TO ME !

When ure asleep now,
i lie awake.
Just wishing ur sight.

291oo6

2006-10-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

I haven been blogging.
I simply have no time.
Exams are in a week time
and soon, exams will be over.

Let's recap about ytd.
Played ball with gang in the morning.
Supposed to play till night
but out of a sudden, i told ade
"im in a v K-MOOD now"
Ade:
"I oso! i got bring money leh"
Gera:
"Ok set den (: let's K later!"
HAHA.
funny lah please.

and so today,
stayed at home the whole day.
watched full house.
(I finished watching, like finally)
Wanted to study actually, but gave up.
slacked all the way.
Attended Biaojie wedding dinner
somewhere at hougang.
She looks stunning.

Im having chinese paper tml
and im not at all prepared.
i don remember touching my
pathetic chinese workbook.

Perhaps due to studies stress,
im kind of temperamental these days.
But on the contrary,
Lin has been v even-tempered.
everytime i try to be idiotic,
she will end up being the one
who apologies and pampers me
:D : D :D :D :D

How fortunate huh?
GEEE.

3 more days to our 3rd (:

231oo6

2006-10-23T11:21:00.000+08:00

As im too lazy to blog about
the prev days.
I shall just blog only ytd and today.
yest, went to msvani's hse for a visit.
She has a twin sister, Rani.
Same face, same laughter, same
hairstyle living under the same roof,
Imagine that. HAHA !
But they were rilly lovely i would say (:

And so today,
i had lunch with Guowei.
FInger's lickin good, again (((:
Den met up with Ade, went over to
mac and meet up with
Rong, Ber and Minyi.

Dint really study the whole day
Probably because of the Ghost story
dat Minyi was interested in.
(next time watch urself lah!)
HAHA, we kept talking and talking
and when Tina came over,
we started eating.
Oh yes, and not forgetting Ade quiz!
A silly one, HAHA !

Cabbed to Lamsoon for a match
with rong, tina and minyi.
Then Dinnered with Shuyi, ice and
unice (ice's cousin).

and YEAH! im finally able to meet Lin.
Like after 2 days? HAH !

hmm, i need a job, seriously.
i feel so broke.
RAHHHHHHHHHS.

banish all the negative thots
i appreciated what u did for me.
thou i hope u can stop doing things
dat wil disappoint me (u-noe-wad)
but rest assured, i'll give u time.

2o1oo6

2006-10-20T23:29:00.001+08:00

This is getting boring.
I should get my stuffs done
and stop bumming around.
tsk tsk tsk.

For the next few weeks,
things gonna be tough
cause im havin my Os,
and i can't meet Lin that
often to slack ard, for a
simple meal, still possible.

Im gonna REALLY get down
to some serious studying(i hope)
Left with just 2 more weeks!
i got no time to waste anymore.
i cant afford.
Try to do well and enjoy later.

can i get this over and done with asap?
RAHH.

Everything's going downhill
I've lost the grip to hold on.
I hate changes.

181oo6

2006-10-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

I REALLY DONNO WAD'S MY NEXT
STEP GONNA BE.

TEACH ME PLEASE.

151oo6

2006-10-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

Friday marked the last day of
our secondary school life. (:
Had Principal talk early in
the morning.then darryl's.
Followed by all the classes
very own class videos.
I'll definitely miss those days.

And nearing the end of the day,
which is after steamboat with
bing, jo, ber and rong.
I met Lin for movie.
SILK..
It's a worth watching movie
i would say.
Thou it's a scary movie.
but this scary movie
has a meaning behind it.
It's about the love between
a mother and a son.
kind of touching actually.

Went downstairs for lunch
with bryan just now.
ate banmian (:
like after so long.
and im frigging full now.
BAHAHAH.

meeting lin soon.
gees, i cant wait (:

i love you (:

o91oo6

2006-10-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

Had two periods of POA and Math today.
Did questions from TYS
and other school papers.

it has been a long time
since i last had PE.
Cause for the past few weeks,
it has always been taken over by
either MrLee or Mdm tong.
HAHA.
That shows how much they love us.

After school met Ber, Rong and Jo.
Study session again.
But this time is at my place.
we doesnt wan to spend anymore
money in Macdonalds.
We are really BROKE !

I need cash badly.
I need to clear my debts
and get the stuffs i want.
OH MY GOD ))):
But most importantly,
i need to score well for my Os.

Im intending to stay up in school till late
for some of the days.
to study of course.
There's far too much temptations at hm.
Like now? i should be doing my hmwk
instead of blogging!

One more month. PRESERVE !

& i hope we can make it through
all the rough times.

o61oo6

2006-10-07T06:14:00.000+08:00

the weather is really bad!
horrid! i feel so suffocated with all
the harmful substances polluting the air.

im feeling all stressed up.
There is no much time left.
): STUDY STUDY STUDY.

Lin and i had passed our 2nd.
How fast time flies.
It seems just ytd then i got to noe Lin.
HAH!

Time spent with Lin these 2 months
has been good, apart from all the
arguements and misunderstandings.
But hey, which couple dont bicker?
It's just part and parcel of r/s.
(Thou i think our arguements is
amost everyday =x)

Watched Rob-b-hood with Ade.
At VivoCity.
We hav the privillage to enter it
even before it's offically open.
It's a 1oo% nice show.
5 thumbs up!

The guy who acted as Jacky's partner
is hot. He's quite good-looking,
and his skin colour is fab.
(okay, Lin is gonna kill me now, HAHA)

we are not lovers because of the love we make,
but the love we have.
we are not friends because of the laughs we spent,
but the tears we saved.
I will never miss you because of what we do,
but what we are together.

o2o9o6

2006-10-02T23:19:00.000+08:00

I've no one else to blame but me
i was asking for it.
now i know wad's the prob was
and it's not the first time we are
quarreling over this issue.

im at a loss
to let go or not.
on one hand obviously i couldnt bear to.
but yet on another,
i dint want to pull you down.

our problem is like a pit-hole.
getting deeper each time
because it is never solved.
we just swipe dust across it
just to cover that ugly hole.
but we've never gone in depth to solve.
and soon, one fine day, it'll be a big fall,
and that's when the things that we
do not wish to hear will finally be heard, maybe.

with all the songs playing in my mp3
i couldnt take it for long.
it rolled down my cheek just liddat.
i tried control. i swear i did.

28o9o6

2006-09-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

School today was like
totally shitty please.
Shall not mention much.

Anyw, Sorry Tina and Lin
for the mess i had created.

And so, i headed down
to Yt mac and waited for
the rest to be there.

And they made me waited
for hours. THANKS GUYS.
Luckily, Lin is sweeet enough
to accompany me straight
after her school dismissed.
HOW SWEEET (((:

And did i mention
i saw a jacket from flesh imp.
It's in black and gold.
RAH ! i want it so bad ):

there's alot running thru my mind.
im just so indecisive.
I don't even know wad am i doing.
i know i've hurt you.
Im sorry.
Like i said, a sorry aint gonna
help in any way but still
im saying it again.

Right now im still in a dilemma.
All i ask for, is time.

Counting down to our 2nd.

25o9o6

2006-09-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

for donno what reason
i felt so cheated.
it seems like im always
makin a fool out of myself.

like as if what i dream
will be what i see.

What kind of motivator
can i be?
When i dint even
make a small card or
note to motivate you.
Where else ur motivator did.

Owells, guess what i said,
my suggestions all are not
gonna work out.
Fine, at least i tried.

i will continue love you
till the day im lost.
the day when i really
will NOT get jealous.

24o9o6

2006-09-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

So today was splendid.
Sentosa was fun, or should
i say it was US who made it
an enjoyable one? HAHA.
It was massive camwhoring.
My face is now damn red.

Caught John Tucker mus die.
It's quite a waste of money
because it has nth got to do with bball.
But i had a good laugh.

Prelims are over.
Which means in a blink an eye,
the Os wil be jus right
infront us.
Scary shit i tell you.

Lin's having her exams soon.
Which means we will have
lesser time to be together.
Perhaps for dinners.
How saddening ):

Mum had gone balistic.
She was yelling her guts out.
The arguement between she
and bro was damn heated pls.

Every moment spent with you
is a moment i treasure.
Don always say ure useless
Cause you are not (:

2oo9o6

2006-09-20T12:56:00.001+08:00

Prelims for the entire week
im gonna be so drained out.
there's even extra lessons
on thurs night. HURHUR.

And i just screwed every paper.
english as horrid.
social studies and geo,
i wrote rubbish.
math, as expected, i'll fail.
chem and physics, i can jus
stab myself and die.
what's next?

poa and math p2 tml.
i dont even noe what to
study for it.
I realize my temper hasnt
been dat good these days.
no idea why. argh.

Digressing.
Im going to k with ade on sat.
Sentosa with gang on sun.
And soon, im going to pull
Lin to watch movie with me.
HAHA !

no one is gonna hear my whimpers
or see me cry.
i'll be strong.
tears were almost welling up
but i told myself to control.
ure all that matters.
smoke as many as u wish.
i shall not care more.

16o9o6

2006-09-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Math ish seriously driving
me to my grave.
I still can't get the hang of it.
And Mon is the paper.
Bless my soul.

Caught The Banquet ytd.
It was pretty nice.
The main actress is so
god damn pretty.
Thou she is a bad girl in
the movie. HAH !
Anyw, a 3 thumbs up (:

Today i woke up with
bodyaches all over.
Met Lin for lunch and
gang for studying after.
Felt very lethargic whole day,
hence, i scrutinized everyone
around the table.
cause i were plain bored.
HAH!

I think this week is like
a tissue week for me.
I have been crying like
practically everyday?
GEE, but it's all over.

And did i mention dat
im so addicted to the
Too fast too furious song?
It is seriously a nice song.
HAH! im going crazy over it.

because you live,
my life has twice as many
stars in the sky.
Although im sick of having
to handle situations every now
and then. It's draining, really.

o9o9o6

2006-09-10T02:27:00.000+08:00

It has been more den a
week since i last blogged.
And since i have the time now,
i shall do so (((:

Hols have been pretty good so far.
Caught Singapore's dreaming.
Was quite a meaningful one
but i guess they focus too much
on those unimportant stuffs.
But still, a 4 thumbs up (:

I need tanning sessions.
Shenli went without me ):
Thou i was the one who chose
kbox-ing instead of sentosa.
HAH !

Lin and i had passed our 1mth.
Im glad we are able to come tis far.
Can't believe how time flies.
And we will hit the 2nd mth tgt,
won we?

School is starting.
I hope everything goes well.

Im drifting real far this time
When i read you guys blog
I realize i no longer can feel
the fun, the happiness and
the craziness u ppl had.
Im sad. That goes w/out sayin.
But ppl, at least i know ure
all living life fruitfully (:

My heart beats when ure near.
My head is cleared with all
doubts and fears.
You gave me strength when
im falling.
Hold me tight and neva let go.

3oo8o6

2006-08-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

Sch is so far so not good.
im facing those idiotic teachers
like practically everyday.
And i don't like it
But ohwells,
i'll just have to bear with it.

Watched click at westmall
the show had a moral to it.
and i bet it had touched many
hearts because it had touched mine.
Anyway, i give it a 4 thumbs up :D

And tml is the cross crountry.
Everyone's fighting for the
top five positions.
For goodness please!

i don seems to be giving u
any happiness.
troubles after troubles.
for umpteen times i said i'll
change but yet i dint.
other den sorry,
wad else can i say?

28o8o6

2006-08-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

It's monday today.
Every monday, i cant help but
start counting down to the
weekends. I mean, who doesnt?

In my previous entry,
i realize i forgot to mention dat
im FINALLY over and done
with my english orals.

GEEEE. i hope i dint screw things
up although i have a feeling i did
it in one way or another.
I can tell from the expression on
the examiners face. DANG !

Prelims starting.
Im so dead meat because i havent
really gotten down to serious studying.
Im left with only two more months in sch
and then it's the major Os.
Time sure is flying.

and i really need to lose weight.
Suggestions please!
But i know first of all,
i will need to stop eating my fav kfc.
No more finger's lickin good ):

im sorry for the attitude shown today.
it's not about you.
it's me who's mad.

25o8o6

2006-08-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

A change of blogskin.

Anyhoos,
Tues went to Bing's house.
Watched mtvs,
talk everything under the sun.

Wed was relaxing,
i love wednesdays!
the lessons ends early
and i can rest early.

i went to dental too.
Im like a small child,
first time visiting a dentist
touching everything i see
around me.
HAH !

And these days is just not my luck.
Mdm tong kept picking on me
during her math lessons.
argh, this is A N N O Y I N G.

I am seriously in need of cash.
I need to buy myself a cap.
I need to buy friends presents.
I need to pay off my debts.
I want to buy clothes( but not now,
im hell broke)

and oh,
im meeting her later (:

21o8o6

2006-08-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

im back to dust off the dirt
on this rusty blog of mine.

Watched Breakup with Lin
at causeway on Saturday.
The show is very boring.
I will give it a 3 thumbs up.

but the main actress is drop dead gorgeous.
she has really nice features put together.
Im so green with envy.

There is something i need to blog.
If you've watched singapore idol results
you will prolly realize dat
singaporeans are totally oblivious to the
fact that this is a SINGING competition
not the BEST LOOKING competition.
Joakim can't sing for nuts.
my apologies, if ure a joakim fan.
If you agrees, THANK GOODNESS

okay enough said.

on a lighter note,
im loving her more and more (:

14o8o6

2006-08-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

Fri was the release of the olvl MT results.
My heart throbbed faster, as the seconds pass.
and finally, i knew i got a B.
the one i was hoping for :D

But still, im going to retake.
Not because im not contented
but merely because everyone ard me
is retaking, so im joining in.
HAH !

and i think im definitely using my
chinese for my L1r4.

Caught the firework on tuesday.
Studied on wed( Happy Bday S'pore too!)
Watched a movie on thurs at bugis.
Slacked at Bing hse on friday.
Marina south for steamboat on Sat.

And it's a new start of the week.
prelims is drawing near.
English oral in a few days time.
How time flies.
How unprepared im ):

11o8o6

2006-08-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

i thot i no longer have to
go thru any nights like this anymore.
but i was wrong, like again.

she is still saying me.
like i was a forever failure.
like i never did cherish you before.
like i don't love you.

and i thought u saw my changes?
those changes dat i did for you,
in exchange, hoping for a little
more stable relationship.

but dear,
my heart, my confident, my trust
is again, broken by her.

and the her,
happens to be HER.

i noe im so inferior compared to her.
but wad irritates me is,
the fact that she doesnt dare to
show any of her unhappiness in me.
her wanting-to-get-you attitude
in front of me.

you noes how it feels.
cos u felt it too.
at marina sq.

o5o8o6

2006-08-06T01:57:00.000+08:00

Phoof!
im here to rescue my blog
before it dies off.
HAH !

Nothing much to post
about the past week i've spent.
What i can conclude is,
time always seemed to pass v slow,
like a sloth, in school.
argh, so annoying.

Exams is drawing nearer.
I haven even got my stuffs ready.
And this is extremely killing,
isn't it?

Anyway,
Will be getting my Chinese result
sometime coming week.
Im hoping to at least a B.

Weekend's here, how fab.
Met Lin, bing and sher.
Kbox(thou we went in as four, only two were singin)
Then bus-ed to Suntec.
Bought a top from Topshop.
a black one (:
Rushed to fountain for a surprise.
Indeed, for the first time in my life.
HAH ! THANKS LIN :D

Had swensen for dinner.
I had grilled fillet with sambal.
And merri mint as dessert.
Yum Yum Yum !

Gonna do some studyings tml.
So i reckon i wun be meetin Lin tml.
Although i will definitely miss her MUCH MUCH.
but nah, studies got to come first.
She understands, right lin?
GEEEEE.

no matter how many glasses my hart is made off.
it's still invisible.
so please,
don think i hav no feelings to the things dat is
happening ard me.

28o7o6

2006-07-28T12:56:00.000+08:00

I realise recently i have not been a good student.
I keep absent myself from school,
Falling asleep in class and sms-in with Lin.
Tsk Tsk Tsk.
Gonna stop all these now
before everything's too late.

Prelims are next in line.
Then our grad night.
Afterwhich will be the
you-know-wad, i-know too.
So yes, that basically sums up my
programs for the next 3 months.

And no,
im not running away from reality,
neither am i afraid of getting mocked.
everything seems to be in a mess again.
will i be able to pull myself back,
or should i just walk away..

2oo7o6

2006-07-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

Today was bad.
I woke up with a slight fever.
i reckon it as a slight one
because im still able to walk ard.
the only thing was that,
i walked like a drunkard.

Hence, i decided to take a leave off today.
Dint went to school.
Stayed at home to catch my beauty sleep.

Anyway, it has been a long time
since i last update myself.
I shall briefly touch on what i did
for the last weekend.

Saturday, 15th July o6.
Met bing and ade.
Went to queensway then town.
Lin happened to be at queensway too.
Left after buying our mint ice creams.
Headed to Town.
ade left at ard 5pm for jingni bdae party.
Bing and i ended up spending almost a hundred.
=/ tell me how am i supposed to explain to mum?

amusing things happened at mini toons.
and some other places too. HAH
and did i mention we ended up taking only
an hour to shop for their presents.
and the remaining 5-6 hrs for ourselves?
LOL.

Sunday 16th July o6.
Went to watch band concert at vch
with Sher, Lin and bing.
After concert, received a surprise.
Thanks Lin (:

Swensen for dinner.
Then bus-ed home.
Sher lost the flower i bought for her.
I feel like killing her. RAHHH.

That's about it.
i guess i can declare bankrupt now.
the way i splurge. GRRRR.

im strong enough to stand on my own.
tears locked; never drop.
my love kept inside me; never lettin it show.
perhaps dat's why.
you thought i dont care.

13o7o6

2006-07-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

Tell me wad's the world coming to.
i seriously wonder if that person is THAT in need of cash
or he merely did it out of enjoyment.
If he did it out of enjoyment,
den he frigging need to know
it's not FUN at all.

School's sucks.
Lessons were fine for the first three periods
but after our PE.
things screwed up.

okays, digressing.
Went home, changed
and met bing with ber.
That idiotic girl,
went to check in to her lala land
when she was supposed to prepare herself.

but ohwells,
she is my stead.
what to do?
GEEEE

And wonder why i blog today?
All thanks to RONG BIRD BIRD !
she says i only blog once per week.
HELLO BIRDIE !
SAW THIS?
I HAD BLOGGED OKAY ((:

apparently im all right.
but to be frank,
im having a quarrelment now.
with that super freaking idioitc
noisy childish brainless BENEDICT.

with him around,
peace lost for sure.
yucks.
his sight make me puke.

At times,
i hope dat after i type finish
a great wind would sweep through
my mind carrying all the sadness away.

1oo7o6

2006-07-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

Before ppl starts to nag,
i shall blog. HAH!

okay. jus a quick recap of last week.
Friday was the dance competition.
Dint manage to come in 1st
but we did put up a good match.

After that, met buddies.
wanted to meet Lin
but she had something on i think.
Headed to Causeway.
Dinnered at sakae.

And im v sorry to say this
but i need to.
Their services were terrible.
i waited for like, an hour?
just for a small cup of chawamushi.
Can u imagine how mad i was ?
RAHHHH.
but fret not, im all right (:

Weekends was like any usual weekends
so i won bother blogging about it.

Today is not really a good day for me.
France lost, and im so disappointed.
but ppl, dont get things wrong
i dint lost any money.
good girl dont gamble (:

and most importantly,
its rong birthday today.
and i gave her a surprise
(i hope it counted as one)
plan carried out successfully.

looking at how things are going
my heart sank.

o5o7o6

2006-07-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

School was pretty relax today.
PE was v slack for me
for im not in the mood for excerises.
Jogged for a short while and stopped.
not because my heart is going to explode
but cause of that lazy bug dat hooked onto me. hah!

Im working my butt of between school and dance.
School ends at 3pm
and then i'll have to head to yishun
like, everyday can?
bud i shall just bear it with me
as friday is the day (:
SHOWTIME.

I did a make up.
It's a really rare opportunity
that i cant, or rather i didnt say no.
hah, and i indeed looked different.
upload if i've got the chance.

oh gosh,
Os is approaching.
studying is now my greatest torment.
but no, i will strive and fight hard
against the cambridge.
i'l ll pull through this next four months.
i said and i mean (:

allright,
off to my lalaland now.

u melted me with ur kisses.
warmed me with ur hugs.
i promise i will learn to cherish u,
every second, every moment.
regardless of status,
wad matters most is our heart
dat beat as one. isnt it ?

3oo6o6

2006-06-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

okay. so school had started.
Back to the oh-so boring lessons
i have no rights to complain
i can only follow.
Ohwells, we had changes in our timetable
and from now on,
art students will have to be on their own.
Our dear-est mrslau is leaving.
How unbearable.

Things are going tough between
us and me + someone.
But hey the 4 of u, you know,
no matter what happened
i still love you guys deep deep
HAH !

and i wonder if i could tolerate all these
all the stress studies given me
all the ans(s) i've been owing
all the boredoms dat are killing
last but not least,
all the dusts flying ard at home!
RAHHHH.

the amount of missing
is increasing tremendously.

im sorry for not responding to u.
i need time
to let myself believe ur words.
i need trust
to tell myself u aint using me.
i need space
to free myself out and think wisely.
i need a break
to rest hard.

24o6o6

2006-06-28T15:45:00.000+08:00

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: MABEL NG GIRLFRIEND

favourites;

colour: yellowgreenbrownwhite
food: eggtartmangocakecheesecake
song: haoxinhaobao
movie: touchingloveones
sport: netball
day of the week: friday
season: sunnyinthemorning; rainyinthenight
ice-cream: cornetto (idonnohowtospell)

.currents;

mood: happy
taste: sweet causeijusatetoblerone
clothes: bing's jeyser and her shirt
deskstop: sky (notmycomputer)
toenail: lookatyoursandyou'llseemine
time: 3.40pm
surroundings: verymessy
annoyances: none
thoughts: she

firsts;

best friend: F5
crush: xianshi
movie: inotstupid? forgotten
lie: iforgottobringmyhomework (actuallyisneverdo)
music: twinkletwinklelittlestar

lasts;

cigarette: thebobdogsweet
drink: coke
car ride: yesterday
crush: mingcong
movie: quitelongago
phone call: myguailanpal !
CD played: JJ's

have you ever;

dated your best friend: itallstartedoutasfriends
broken the law: yes
arrested: yes. bymyparents
skinny-dipped: nope
been on tv: yes. ihappentowalkpasswhenitwasfilming
kissed someone you don't know: thenkanaslapped ?

5 things you are wearing: shorts, teeshirt, watch, hairband, contact lense
4 things you done today: eatstudyplaytalkslack
3 things you can hear right now: nothing
1 thing you do when you are bored: OUT

5 people to tag? qeen bing rebz shuna zisheng

24o6o6

2006-06-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

spent my day at my grandpa's home today
i din't step out of the house
except to buy food for bryan.
and i dint allow bryan to tag along
HAH, poor boy.

i promised to buy him macdonalds
but in the end it's either im too lazy
or its raining or..
(whatever lousy excuses you can cook up)

Anyway, it's the last weekend of the hols
before school reopens.
I've to start adjusting my body clock.
No more late nights
No more on-phone-untill-morning 6.
No more going out as often as i want.
and loads of no more-ings.

This is so torturous ):

anyways, let recap.

wed
Packed my room like a looney
Den off to meet Bing, Ber and Rong
studied for a real short while
Was very desperate for shi lin chicken
so Rong and Ber went to buy for me and Bing.
Went home shortly after dat
bud before dat
Retarded treated me the last eggtart.
Cook fried rice for family
Off to Yewtee to meet leen
with retarded company.
Ate her Mangocake
YUMMYYUMMY (:
Met finish leen
saw shuna and peiyi
did some catchingups
and Retarded sent me home.

Thurs
Day out with retarded.
accompanied her at her dad stall whole day.
slacked whole day.
Was supposed to go for crew outing
but i couldnt bear to part with my bed
hence, overslept.
Anyway, back to where i stopped
Took 302 to Lot one
We took the big big round one.
Aracde-d like nobody's business.
Had great fun.
but the stupid catch-bearbear machine
is obviously meant to cheat ppl's money.
So retarded suggested we go causeway
play one day (alryte, let's wait)
Was tired by den, so WALKED home.

fri
Met Bing for Pizza
Really hillarious please.
Chatted about Bungs and Boys
in the train when heading to Newton
Reached that donno-what-place
it was not fruitful at all.
so went back and met rong.
Awhile after, Retarded came
with her oh-so-nice famous amos (:
Received a phone call from Dad
dont know why he is yelling his head off
so rushed hm, packed bag
and off to Tiong to meet Dad
but he was late.
and oh, not forgetting to thanks rong
for everything.

I miss my home.
it's in a mess now
cause of the whatever-shit-renovation.
RAHH.

2oo6o6

2006-06-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

Im blogging now
cause i have the urge to blog
about this bulletin board i saw
while friendster-ing just now,
and this bulletin board was posted
by a person who is only 13 yrs old.

but hack, that's not the point.
okay, so i was looking thru my friendster HOME
this "6 signs you're falling for someone"
caught my attention.

1-as soon as you get online - whose name do you look at first
i confessed it's her.

2-when you hear your phone ringing - who do you hope is calling
haa.

3-when a love song comes on the radio - who will be the one you wish to sing to
not sing to lah, but just will think of her.

4-whos name makes your heart skip a beat everytime you hear it
hers.

5-who is it that you always find yourself thinking about - wondering if they're thinking about you
she. not always but whenever im quiet.

6-the whole time you were reading this bulletin,there was only one person on your mind..
hrm, all my her(s) and she is her.

cool isnt it?
but then again
im pretty sure my feeling will fade v v soon.
so these qns will be of no use by then
GEE

Had my Olevel Practical today
i thought i was going to screw everything up.
I was late, very late.
and i dint try out my dishes before.
It was my first time attempt.

After cooking all my dishes
i garnished and it was CHECKING TIME !
My brocolli was overcooked
but ohwell, first timer, cant except much.
overrall i did quite alryte i reckon.
i shall give myself 4 out of 5.
( mdm jennifer said we mus hav confident in ourselves )

I was really tired by then, so i went home and checked in lala land.
Slept till 6pm
Met Bing and Rong for dinner
Ber had to go home.
Ate kfc (like again), i noe i've been
eating dat for a no of days
but too bad, i jus so like the tender chicken.
it's finger lickin good ! HAH !

Homesweethome afterwhich.
Rong sent me home :D

19o6o6

2006-06-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

first, name 20 people you think of now before answering the question below
tag 5 person to do this,if he/she done it,there's no need to redo it again

1. SHUYI
2. PRIS
3. BING
4. RONG
5. TINA
6. BER
7. ADE
8. SHUNA
9. EILEEN
10. VANESSA
11. GINA
12. SOH ENG
13. MEL
14. ICE
15. BEL
16. ZOE
17. BECKZ
18. ZISHENG
19. BRYAN
20. SHE

When did you meet 14?
Since i was in sec2. we have been in the same class ever since den.

What will you do if you never meet 1 before ?
i will be trapped with difficulties and in a loss.

What will you do if 19 and 9 dated?
haa! den i will make leen cor me da sao :D

Did you ever like 20?
i like her now.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Yes to be frank. they are both sweet.

Describe 3
if she guailans with u, forgive her as its her way of saying ure her close fwens

Do you think 8 is attractive?
of course. she is my galfwen.

Tell me something about 7
she is gonna be in love soon.

.Do you know any of the 12's family member?
Nope, but i know how many family members she has

What's 18 favourite thing?
netball and bball i reckon?

What would you do if 5 confess that he/she likes you
i neva tink before, cos she said its impossible for her to fall for me

What language does 15 always speak?
chinese. english as well.

Who is 9 going out with?
a tall guy

How old is 16 now?
15 now, going 16

When is the last time you talk to 13?
10 sec ago

Who's 2 favourtie singer/band?
me. haa, im jus kidding. i not sure.

Would you date 4?
wad a qns. let me consider.

Would you date 6?
maybe, maybe not.

Is 15 single?
No, im her boyfriend GEE

What's 10 last name?
fang

Would you ever be in a relationship with 20?
i doubt so.

What school does 3 goes to?
RSS

Where does 6 live?
Teck whye

What's your favourite thing about 16?
hmm, her kuku-ness? haa

Have you seen 1 naked?
Nope. swimming suit, yes.

15o6o6

2006-06-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

i don't know what is going on ard me.
i seems to be so hard to please.
why am i expecting everyone to follow me?

i've become more tempremental these days.
where's the side of me that is always
understanding and apologetic?

horrible nights.
my faults or not, i dont know honestly.

i think Rong dey all must be real tired this few days.
I guess its due to the tedious lessons everyday
and of course, this silly friend of theirs scaring
dem with my moodswings.

Met up with Ber and Rong in the late evening.
Cabbed down to watch the 3rd match
was alittle late, but still all right
dint miss out aload.
Felt so sick during the match.
i couldnt pay full attention to it.
I rmb when Kailin pushed my head
i blanked out for a second.
scary, isnt it ?

Took dad car back home aftermath
the journey was bad.
i kept sniffing.

14o6o6

2006-06-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

It's a stayhome day today for me
because i went to east coast ytd
leaving bryan at grandma place.
Mum got fed up with me.

Bryan is a little sick, poor child, HAH !
and me, being a nice sis
cooked dinner for him, and myself too.
There were vegetables, eggs, hotdogs.

Kboxing session tml with ade.
i am so looking forward to it.
and i just realize
the hols are gonna end in a matter of
a week and a half? wtf?
it's way too fast.

i haven got my hands laid on the couple of stuffs
dat i desire.
those dat i wrote in my list.
i haven got hell loads of fun yet.
and you are telling me
hols are gonna end soon.
wad melancholy truth.

i thought i'll never have to go thru this again.
but i was wrong.
wad's wrong with me these few days.
or shld i say, wad had been right?
Nothing i suppose.

I've got no one else to blame but me.
I was asking for it.
Im at a lost.
to be firm or not.
on one hand i hope to go with my feelings,
but yet on another, i noe it's impossible for u and me.
and neither do i want to pull anyone down.
The ones who loves me have been hurting so much.

nvm.
i guess all these will end very soon.
my feelings will fade.

11o6o6

2006-06-12T01:37:00.000+08:00

i'll just briefly summarise
everything that took place.

friday:
Went for my f&n instead of chem and physics.
Cracked some silly jokes with yujin.
I left early, took a bus to Rong's place and slacked.
You have to walk all the way in to her place
RAHHHHHH ):
Left around 6plus,
was supposed to meet someone at JP but
Tina received a phone call, i think
GaoLao was yelling his head off.
dat's why we need to rush down to Redhill.
Watched the U16 2nd game.
It was another nice game played.
Stackers won, congrats (:
Had supper at Redhill market.
Home sweet home afterwhich.

Saturday:
woke up at 7 in the morning.
went to sentosa for another suntanning session
but Mr.Sun had a sudden moodswing
it rained out of a sudden.
Urgh, my tanned face, destroyed.
Bus-ed back to CCK to meet shuyi, Bel, Don and Currypuff.
i dozed off in the bus. Lack of sleep that's why.
Headed home aftermath.
Rest for awhile than i headed out
to TW garden for bbq.
Food was all good.
Chicken wings, corns, hotdogs and more.
Then it was the cutting of cake time.
Norman's an ass.
I had cake on my face(not as much as jiale's, but STILL!)
Played cards(for a pathetic short while)
then unpleasant things started to happen.
I reached home at ard 4 in the morning.
and im terribly sorry for making
Tina and Rong so worried.

Today:
Town with Ade.
Ate kfc at far east.
Walked around town.
Ade got herself a top.
Striped tee i like :D
and i bought my RETRO hairband.
We then decided to go bugis
as time was still early.
Both of us bought the same shorts.
and we are gonna wear on thurs
when we go for our kboxing. GEE
I had burnt a big hole in my pocket.
I think i need to save up.

In the silence of the night
I walked across a plain
of falling flowering snow
And gentle dancing rain.

o8o6o6

2006-06-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

I have been skipping my remedial lessons
for 4 consecutive days.
I felt bad but i earned back all my
beauty sleep, so like finally.
GEE

Watched stackersU16 1st match today.
Although they failed to gain victory,
but trust me, stackers played well.
hardworks and efforts can be seen.

Read back all the entries in my blog
i get an impression of confidence.
Yet it's not like that at all.
Words lie, as they always do.

and oh
thanks for that sweet chocolates (:

o4o6o6

2006-06-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

The weekend is over in 30mins time.
I think i wrote too much in this blog on Friday.
All that stuffs about my family.
And everyone is worry for me now. ( SWEET ! )

Marina with Ber, Rong, Tina, Bing, Caiyan on Friday
I was late(As usual i know)
Ber, Rong and Tina are so sweeet.
Getting sweeter day by day.
They suprised me with my favourite
Mangomilktea while waiting for me (:

Had my shopping spree ad marinasq.
I was so determined that im not going to wait for anyone ever again.
Anyway, spent 20mins deciding on two shirts
Thanks Tina and Rong for waiting for me outside.

Trained to Marina for steamboat afterwhich.
Thanks Rong,Tina and Ber for all the hardworks.
Thanks Rong and Ber for the COKE.
Thanks Tina for carrying me to Bing hse.
Thanks Bing for the hot milo.
people, am i lucky? :D

Took photos at the station.

Yesterday, went tanning with Retardedass, bel and ice.
Mr Sun wasn't in a good mood i reckon.
I did not suffers from any sunburn.
And my face is not red too.

Dinnered with Gina, Mel and Don
Had western food at food culture.
Slack around den headed to Retardedass hse
Played some card games.

Home sweet home then (:

Weekend's coming to an end
A new week is beginning.
i think im loving everyone around me now :D

but still,
i miss some of dem.
priscilia and zisheng, for instance.

o1o6o5

2006-06-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

I don't know what im doing here.
Well, i do, really. it's because i was getting nowhere at home.
I've got no other choice now but to face this big problem now, I suppose.

All along, i've been trying to avoid this problem i knew long ago
cause i always thought that im just too young for it.
Kor can simply ignore it like nobody's business, why can't i ?
it was untill today den i realize,
it's because kor ignored it, you need me more.
Im sorry. and im so remorseful now.

I always believe dat a smile can covers all my sorrows and tears dat i've cried.
But it somehow, only make me feel terrible i think.
I face problems at home. i felt inferior in somewhere or another.

I face problems in friendship.
I know im kind of extra in this group,
i seems to cut in just like dat.
and cause of dat, im kind of lost sometimes in conversations.
stupid i noe.

but perhaps cause of all these things
it actually do makes me feel strong.
to others, geraldine is always someone noisy and loud.
i noe being noisy can be irriting most of the times
im sorry.
for this is the only way for me to hide my unhappiness.

im selfish.
pardon me for dat.
how i wish i cannot be noticed by anyone, for anything.

29o5o6

2006-05-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today's the day i've been counting down for.
How i wish i could have extra time for my Paper 1.
extra 30 more mins to be exact.
As for my paper 2, i managed to get it done on the dot.

I pray with all my heart and might dat i will pass my chinese.
i really need a A2, okay B3 and im satisfied.
This is so nervewrecking please !
And if i don, i can really commit sucide.

Headed to bugis junction with Ber, Tina, Rong, Shenli and Baoyi
Ate at the Foodcourt there.
Ber got herself the stuffs she needed.
And we met a group of wad, dumbass?
who were making a fool out of themselves.
Seriously, they should save themselves from embarassment.
whatsmore, those weird acts of theirs
are so annoying.

We wasnt interested in you guys at all.
it's you guys who were staring at us first.
HELLO, admit it dumbs.
you guys were pin-pointing at my friend
when u walked past us
what " over here, over there "
Hello, Is her face written with words?
wad's so with her?

If ure jealous cause she is so cute or so shuai
just say it.
we can sit down at macdonalds and let u stare as long as you like
There's no need for u to PEEP at her
when you doesnt even have the rights in da first place.

And just because two more ppl joined us,
you f-acking thot that we wanna "diao zhui"
Nah, for your infomation small kids
we settle our problems ourselves okay.
and even u wan to fight,
we will still need to reconsider whether to dirty our hands or not ok.

urgh, this is so frustating.
im ranting on and on to my devil (Yes, again)
HAH !

25o5o6

2006-05-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Today was like any other boring school days
I've been having for the past don't know how many years.
HAH !
same old routine.
How exciting can it get?

The only thing that can make my day exciting
is to see how my loveable babes make a fool out of themselves
or to laugh at some of my own stupidity.
and this is like so LAME.

We played Captain's ball.
This time we played against the 2A girls and some teachers.
It aint that bad actually.
In fact it was quite fun. ( cause we won =x )
except for some vulgarities on court, which made it kinda bad

Met Tina and gang for some studying at yewtee mac
but sadly, nothing went into my mind ):

I saw this green tanktop from NEWURBANMALE.COM ;
this yellow jacket from PUMA ;
this browny pants from IPZONE ;
this forgot-what-colour top from TOPSHOP ;
this green i-ve-been-eyeing-for-long nike sport shoes from ROYALSPORTINGHOUSE ;
how i wish i could buy all these off the rack dat day,
but sadly i cant ( as always).

More to come.
Those that i mentioned above
are just from the first level (:

gym-ing tml
any takers ?

23o5o6

2006-05-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Olevel chinese is around the corner
Less den a week
urgh, anxiety is building up

On saturday,
went tanning with ice,mel and gina at chervons (i don't know how to spell lah)
country club (mel's chalet).
The sun was really good
and i think i was burnt, hur
but not now anymore.

Nothing much happened in school today
Mother Tongue drills are boring the guts out of me
3 hours is very long.
Time passes so slowly.
One minute is like 5.
i'll always countdown till the end of the lesson
cause it only mean one thing = recess
Something that everyone looks forward to.

After school we headed to lot one for lunch
Lunched at Pizzahut.
The service there is all right, seriously.
Much better than CKCC mac.
Took a bus home then.

Ben's being a total irritant.
He used my laptop yesterday
and i used his bag today (he agreed yesterday okay)
Then just because he cant use my laptop anymore (my dad says so)
He just had to make so much noise
when in fact he is using my bag too.
Worse, he claimed that my bag is his.
HELLO.
at least when ppl asks, i say the bag is urs okay.
eew eew eew.
You disgust me, like totally.
Where is the brotherly love?
Obviously you are not potraying it.

i want to rant to my devil.
HAH, devil i love you ! (OOPS)
laughs, oh well.